I am an almost pushing fifty-something, audaciously authentic, Jesus loving, modestly pierced, heavily tattooed, daughter of Christ who carries a colorful past full of mistakes and second chances. I’m a part-time cupcake making powerhouse, full-time art administrator, adoption advocate, control freak, perfectionist, emoji lover, hashtag abuser, camping obsessed, sunset chasing, avid photographer, who’s completely addicted to scrapbooking. Standing beside me is my main man, my forty-something husband of over eighteen years (who’s also moderately tattooed with a colorful past), my three children ages twenty-four, thirteen, and stillborn seven years ago… and of course our adorable little poochie-poo.
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Thursday, February 25, 2016

Book Club 1

 What are you reading??  If you aren't currently reading anything ~ might I encourage you to find something great to dive into...

Here are four of the last books I have read, or am in the process of reading...

Is It possible that good things can come out of our broken dreams?

I ordered this book off Amazon because of the title alone.  I’m not going to lie that I was disappointed to realize it was written by Laura Story once I got it and actually started it.  I’m not a Laura Story fan – her song "Blessings" is like nails on a chalkboard to me because it was so overplayed when it first came out.  The words to the song are great, don’t get me wrong, but I cannot change the radio station fast enough when those first chords start.  It took me a little bit to get beyond that this was Laura Story’s story – and the ending I personally found really hard to chew through, because God has chosen to bless her greatly in the area I feel God chose to not fix in me.  But aside from all that ~ this is a great read.

Book quote: “Life is an abundantly beautiful, blessed mess.  Share your story.  Give God the glory.  And live a better broken.”

Let go of who you think you’re supposed to be and embrace who you are.

I am currently leading this book in a Bible Study.  Again, I ordered this book because of the title alone.  I struggle with perfectionism.  I long to live a wholehearted life, and I’m a huge Brene Brown fan. After the book arrived I felt called to lead this study, and I think that nudge meant I am to take this book slow, really soaking it in, going over each chapter more than just once.  The book is broken up into well outlined and detailed chapters (called Guideposts) to help cultivate different areas of wholehearted living.  She does a great job sharing personal stories mixed with her faith, her collection of data, and her definitions.  It covers anxiety, self worth, self-doubt, control, fear, authenticity, security, belonging, perfectionism…  And by doing it as a Bible study with a group of close friends, the conversations we have been able to share has been such a great avenue to go even deeper with.

Book quote:  “When we can let go of what other people think and own our story, we gain access to our worthiness – the feeling that we are enough just as we are and that we are worthy of love and belonging.  When we spend a lifetime trying to distance ourselves from the parts of our lives that don’t fit with who we think we’re supposed to be, we stand outside our story and hustle for our worthiness by constantly performing, perfecting, pleasing, and proving…”

A different kind of Hunger.  A different kind of fast.

This is the book I am reading daily through the season of Lent.  Lent is the days between Ash Wednesday and Easter Sunday.  A time Christians often practice the giving up of something  (a pleasure or habit) as an act of devotion and self-discipline.  I grew up in a Christian home but we rarely did much for Ash Wednesday or through the season of Lent.  This year I wanted to do something with depth for Lent, but I didn’t want to just do something like “completely give up chocolate or sugar or coffee” that is just a sure fire ticket to failure in my opinion, but I did want to do something.  In conversation with some friends, we talked about the desire to go through a season of intentional “less” in our lives.  A friend gave me this book.  It’s been exactly what I am needing as I journey through this years tough season.

Book quote: “40 Days of Decrease guides readers through a study of Jesus’ uncommon and uncomfortable call to abandon the world’s illusions, embrace His kingdoms realities, and journey cross-ward and beyond… A life-engaging guide to prepare our hearts for Easter that features a daily devotional based upon Jesus’ life, guidance for reflections, suggested daily fasts, suggested Scripture reading, and journaling space... As we experience this sacred season and the holiness of loss and less in Jesus' journey, may our hearts open vulnerably to a great commitment to love and be loved by the Savior.”

Fighting for Grace in a world of impossible standards.

Oh me oh my, where to even begin... other than ~ for the love of all things awesome, just read it! This is one of those great books that you pick up that is an easy and engaging read, filled with laughter, tears, and deep spiritual nuggets of truth - oh and there's a fabulous chapter on fashion I guarantee you won't want to skip.  She brings you through the very questions many of us are struggling with as women on a daily basis as we try do all... be all... juggle all... and have it all...

Book quote: "You are too vital to lose years to regret or shame or insecurity or fear.  We are not slaves to those matters... Face your issues with courage, sister, because truth and love win... Don't shove it down; lay your junk on the table and deal with it.  Address the stuff.  Forgive, release, acknowledge, confront, feel the feelings, let something go, believe the truth, do whatever you need to do.  Then dust your hands off and get ready to go."

What's up next in my book stack you ask...
Twist of Faith by Ridley Barron and Rising Strong by Brene Brown.

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